

condemned by mecondemned by mecondemned by me
how to continue? how to go on? who do i turn to? who not to scorn?
it is no use even to try no more abuse no more tears to cry
people let u down things tend to break light but no sound hunger but no sate
these you expect they come as on cue but how to protect when the traitor is you?
you want to do better you know that you can somehow to unfetter this child of a man
so ever you try you try to resist the days that go by in fog and in mist


revelationrevalationrevelation
bitterness resentment anger shame
loathing tears grief blame
pain agony ache why?
numb detached don't even try
not listening not caring ok maybe a little
emotions too much they leave me crippled
no more not worth it never again i swear it
not ever not me i will not share it
minutes days months years
empty longing wanting  


once moreonce moreonce more
ah yes, there you are, predictably the agonising night follows the empty day once more; yet again i sit faced with my unending debate once more; i want no sleep even do i feel no sleep, but still where is the point of remaining awake once more; if i sit, if i lie, if i stand for a thousand hours if i sleep for a thousand days you still will not be there once more.
and so once more, i return to the bed vowing not to enjoy sleep, not to cherish the morning, not to welcome the po


W-O-WW.O.W (For Lela)W-O-W
till just now i never stopped to wonder why the sky seemed even more blue than usual it never occurred to me that the clouds moved with even more reverence than usual i never questioned why the leaves were more green and the flowers more bright i thought nothing of the sweeter than usual chorus from the birds in the backyard
led by hand up the stairs i didn't comprehend what this day meant all, way too new me, much too inexperienced to begin to know what to expect me, at the foot you, on the bed &nb

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